A Commentary: The Beacon of Gondor

 Ahhh finally I feel like writing! How are ya? So what did ya think of The Beacon going off. Gets really hard to follow halfway through right? Trust me, I know... I went through it... not what I was expecting. Like in a game, I triggered an unexpected event and had an Unexpected Visitor drop by that started a 40 Day Ordeal... what you witness when it shifts, is my brain activating more connectivity or perhaps I should say going Quantum... 🤷‍♂️ idk.

For years when I come upon an issue, I would go to the place within me and work it out. Maybe one day I’ll post some of those meditations, so you can come to know The Inner Me, and also see how I do Inner Work in The Shadow or Night within me that no one ever sees. If you like reading, (excuse my errors in them, I don’t really go back and check my inner writings, they’re supposed to be for me, I just share them from time to time.) then I think, you’ll enjoy them. 

We were locked down and I was sitting around, hanging out. I’m often what I call between worlds. I’m both Above and Below... don’t get what I mean? I’ll show ya. If you close your eyes, sit there and think about a red ball bouncing in the street. Hear the sound of it like a kickball bouncing. Now, where do you see/feel that image at? It’s up above your head right, like a 🤔 💭, you can open your eyes and still see the red ball bouncing in the street, in that Upper Room, your HeadSpace. We call people who Day Dream=Airheads... this would be why, they’re in The Air. 

As I was sitting there, I had a thought I did not enjoy. It flashed into my mind, the story about the Little Girl that hung herself on camera. Then more images started to flash through my mind about little ones cutting their own wrists to die. A voice went off from the Dark Parts of My Mind saying, “8yr olds now commit suicide, you know it to be true...” Then, it was like I got stuck, my vision started to blink with my eyes open, like a movie reel in a theater starting up. The Outside world Day, then The Darkness of Night in my Inner Space. 

I fell into TERROR:T_ERROR:Time_Error. Background, I’ve wanted a child since I was 13. So in my mind back then I envisioned me having one. It started with me taking care of The Boiled ARGH. Ya know, when you get an egg and have to keep it alive. Ever since then I’ve been thinking how would I raise my child. I was 31 at The time, so 18 yrs I’ve been contemplating this. Thinking about how I would want their mother to be, all the various thoughts, sitting back and waiting for the circumstances to manifest. Ya know Law of Attraction stuff. 

Growing up I used to fight a Lot. I also didn’t really give a damn what anyone said, I’m doing my own thing over there 👉 💭, leave me alone. Violence was just a thing to pass the time... but at the same time I tried to cultivate my tender emotions, for one day I wouldn’t have to rough. I would be ok. I had come to a point in my life where everything was just “okay”. A deep sadness that never truly goes away, but you just live with it. Not converting that sadness to Outrage:rage to get it out, but just sitting there as a little sad Star seed. It’s out of that Sadness that I walk The World internally as The Hooded Wayfarer, crossing vast oceans of sand and ash, looking for others who struggle at a time. As I walk, I come upon people and try to always give them my best. I Aspire to Inspire. My friends have compared me to being like Shiva, gentle and curious, wandering with a heavy load. 

In that instant, all the images of the Chil’rens I know started to flash through my mind. I’m always showing up, trying to keep the magic alive within their hearts. Everything... it was just a flash of everything and something within me went off. It was like a warble... a glitch... I started to shake, but differently inside. It felt like a quake rumbled within me. 

“I have nothing I can give but myself...” I thought. “I can show them the things they can do within themselves and how to layer the experience to be present within their temple.” All I could give to them is me... but inside of me doing that, segmenting and showing how to build an experience... my -[Shadow]- came forward and I become it, and we became One. 

For my kids... those that I know, and those that I had yet to meet, I decided to go All in... to enter my myself All Out, barreling through realms the realms. The Only thought was I have to get back to The Beginning and The End. I have to deliver a message to the being who left The Riddles in all The Books. They say you see a face, that’s a target...I must go back the way I came. The Beast within me stirred and I put on my armor One Last Time. I’m kinda like Gohan, I’m a scholar warrior, more scholar these days, but this was something I can do. 

What you’re seeing in that writing is me taking off my self imposed limiters from 10 yrs ago. I was ready to wake up back when I was 21... I was seeing flashes of energy and constantly burning like a hell fire inside. I had sought out The Path of Peace and The Art of Life, but for my kids... I’ll rage against The ALL, surprise! That’s what I was supposed to do and by my studies I had found the pathway back written in the Religious Texts, not separate but suturing them together to make them a whole. I thought, well our Brain is a computer, maybe I should try using it like one and ended up formatting/hacking myself. What you’re seeing is a data dump. Like a kid takes their toy box and dump it out everywhere to see what they have, I had to do something similar with The ToolBox that is The Mind. 

I did not question if it was happening. I simply did it and over time the worlds started to blur and I became Entranced. 

My goal here is to remind everyone how they’re all family. I’ll give explanations that you might find interesting. I guess you could say you all will be getting a book I’m writing before it comes out, but hey can’t say I didn’t give it out for free lol. I’ll do an introductory about your Temple, explain all kinds of concepts that everyone can use, regardless of their race and by race I mean like planet/realm of origin race... waaaayyy more inclusive then what is going on... I mean Omniversality is the way to be. 

Please understand... I give examples, but the work is something you must do. Also Google the damn words you don’t know and come to understand the concepts. It’s not that hard now, you can do it with the power you hold in your hands. Hope you’re ready for a Ride on The Magiᚲ 🚌!